So we've reached the end...

why

2005-01-03T19:39:39Z

midnight could not have been any more lonely.

break

2004-12-13T05:56:58Z

my break starts friday in Killington, VT. New years eve will be capped off at our frat house in my sunday's best and every drink imaginable, counting the memosas. final tomorrow. final thursday.

break isn't sounding so bad since minimal time will be spent "home".

life is good

serious

2004-11-04T19:26:04Z

Are people still serious about this?

I mean, I can understand people are upset and that's rightfully so, but WERE FUCKING AMERICANS. If you think we have it so bad, fucking move. If you think this country sucks, please stop contaminating it with yourself you pieces of fucking filth. You live in the best country in the world. It's just a shame American's are so fucking greedy, really. Get over it. W won. If your in favor of him or not, he won, so therefore he is our president. enough.

WOOOOOOOO

2004-10-22T15:38:11Z

AIRDRUMS!!!

smile like a flash.

2004-09-29T17:22:51Z

park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor, dream about me.

i wore

2004-09-17T03:14:50Z

I wore butt shorts that said 'censored' across the ass and a freyed white RUSH t shirt with a headband, aviators, and abnormally high white socks to our clash kick off party the other night.

HOLY SHIT I LOVE SCHOOL

probably

2004-08-31T01:52:20Z

i've probably listened to the JayLib, Madvillain, and Quasimoto cd's over 1000 times collectively.

A man who raps at extremely slow pace and uses voice effects and speeds his voice up to sound like a new artist is simply genius and fucking insane. Its even more insane that he dresses up in a quasimoto suit to perform.

.

2004-08-06T05:21:38Z

its funny how they say a picture is worth a thousand words, but people don't think about how a word can mean a million pictures. one word can spark a film in your head that can go on for hours and hours and never make you stop visualizing.

the only thing this summer accounted for was self-realization of myself which is what I needed more than anything. I drew all over my walls wrote all over my desk and anything that can have ink dry on, i've taken more photos than I know what to do with and the one thing stays the same. I only have about 1 or 2 memories from this summer so far. I was so stuck in the past until the night i ripped everything i've ever written up. It was like this sick confetti and this firework blew up in the sky when i threw the shards of paper in the air, screamed, and then lie on my bed face up staring at the ceiling fan, watching it go around and around like the world does, how if you look at the fan in general it just blurs but if you stare at one blade of it, it all moves so harmonically and you can concentrate. Maybe it means something, maybe it means step back and concentrate at one thing at a time and you'll see the whole picture. I need to go to california before I can move any farther forward. for myself, for you, for us.

so

2004-07-14T19:39:46Z

so being the filthy rich parents my parents are, they decided to buy a house in palm beach, fl and next summer opening a branch of distribution down there for camps and restaurants...

needless to say any time off (i.e. spring break winter break and the 2 weeks i have off for summer) i'll be in palm beach.

taking back sunday

2004-07-10T23:27:31Z

Tell all your friends: one of my favorite albums of all time. still in my cd player

where you want to be: an absolute disgrace excluding One-eighty by summer. Thank god i downloaded it and im considering throwing the cd i burned it on.

dont waste your money, download it and if you like it buy it. everyone is different

.

2004-07-01T00:54:35Z

i think i might be anti-social and/or afraid to talk or hang out with people.

strangeeeeeeeeee

2004-06-25T20:27:57Z

SUNS OUT GUNS OUT BITCHES

quiz?!?!?!

2004-06-22T18:51:12Z

you dont even know

2004-06-10T13:16:27Z

as of tomorrow, 53 credits will have been completed my first year at school with a GPA ranging somewhere in the dean's list category. every reason more to bash out this summer.

complete.

2004-05-27T02:58:03Z

she's coming in on the 27th of June to the big apple.
I'll be waiting with open arms and words I never got to tell her in person... those words I've been waiting to tell her in person forever it seems.

Until then my dear. Until then.

year end review

2004-05-21T02:09:44Z

I guess now that school is winding down, a revision of the past year is necessary.

actually, not really.

everyone knows I had the best time of my life this first year, everyone knew I left coming in doubtful and quite frankly, depressed because of the misery I lived called the valley and the 'friends' I had there.

I'm going to live this summer so fucking hardcore you won't recognize me, not like any of you would probably care to begin with. hah

I laugh because I never really cared either.

Well. I'm awesome now, I have a summer planned, and it's going to be amazing.

later... and when I say that I mean no more posting... this is getting tedious and no one is really reading anything.

...

2004-05-14T17:39:24Z

the only thing that needs to be said is:

HOLYYYYYYYYYY SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

in T-minus 4 hours.

..

2004-05-09T18:55:33Z

absolutely dreading the idea of being home at any time at all for summer

Last Night

2004-05-07T01:06:04Z

Last night felt like the only time that we made sense. I can hold my breath until I grow up, and make this all seem real.

luau

2004-05-02T17:14:03Z

UDel luau was absolute insanity.

start

2004-04-24T14:52:45Z

tonight is the start of the end.

kicking off with the drexel pike beach party.

fuck ya!

2004-04-19T05:17:11Z

FUCK YA!

3 day shoot for Michael Kors and paid BITCHES!!!!!!!!!

yo

2004-04-18T22:04:40Z

yo my American Express Blue card is hot.

sooo

2004-04-16T23:56:56Z

SOOOOO middle finger to you.

i'm happy bitches, off to Penn for their spring jam and their pike house.

BEACH!!!!!

2004-04-13T16:58:15Z

BEACH SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!